The results are in...

I went and saw my PCP last week. He asked if I was losing sleep over this whole thing, and I said, YES! So he examined me, and again, told me what my OB told me last year, that all he is feeling is fibrous tissue, and in his own words, "Nothing else." He said that he understands the amount of stress I have put on myself with mom's history, and that he will refer me to the breast specialist that deals with breast cancer lumps to get a 2nd opinion. I am going to digest it, and as soon as they call, which should be after the holiday weekend, I will make an appointment. It won't hurt to be told it is nothing by one of the top dawgs out there, and knowing I will get a second opinion on my images makes me feel at ease. When my PCP heard me say that this section hurts more at the time of the month for me than others, he was even more reassuring.

He also suggested I get a reduction on my breasts, and I agree. I have always, always wanted them gone, I can't stand my breasts. I just get so self conscious about then, and can't wear tops that look good without anyone saying anything. People have this misconception that big breasted women love their breasts. My doc said that his experience is that is not the case. I hate how heavy they are, and how I have grooves on my shoulders. I just want them gone, I want to be an A cup, and stuff my bra. For reals. So he is referring me to the guy that does these in town, and shall have a consult with him as well.

So there you have it...one more opinion that it is nothing, and then him offering me even more opinions. At least I can enjoy the holidays a bit more now, and not be so stressed. :)