Matthew

I feel as though I should post about how caring he has been on the trip. All things considering, I feel bad I am butting heads with him so much. I know this must be such a hard thing for him to go through. Afterall, it isn't like we are on a trip and we are having fun everyday going and doing exciting things. The most exciting place he has been was today, and that was to Target.

Matthew actually got a Chuck E. Cheese giftcard for his birthday, and we have been holding on to it forever, so we may use it tomorrow or the next day. Mike will take him and have an all day fun day with him so that he feels special. We just didn't want to do it so soon and then be like, now what do we do?

Mike said today while he was driving him around that Matthew said he wanted Katelynn to come home soon. When Mike asked him why, he said, "So I can take care of her." Isn't that sweet? He is going to be such a great big brother. I just know he wants to be back in his realm as much as Mike and I do.

I love my little man, and always will. I just don't want him to remember this time we had to spend here and how crazy it must have made him go..I just want him to have happy memories about the day his sister came home.

Called my mom tonight and she was telling me that when I get home I should make an appointment to see my ob. I told her it was already in the plans as I need to talk to her about everything that has happened. I also need her to look at my incision to make sure it has healed okay. I am not on as many pain pills as I had been taking and I am spacing them out more. I thought maybe it was okay, but maybe I should not have decreased them so soon?
Will update tomorrow.
G'night.