I walked in the room to Matthew petting Maddie, saying "I wish you weren't so sick, girl. I really love you."
He knows, and understands. He is preparing himself for it, and so should I. I am getting there too...but when you lay with her, she is so playful, and loving. And you can't see pain...I am not blind either. She really has so much left in her, and I want to enjoy her and celebrate her.
Tonight is a bad night with her..her limp is bad..or what I would call bad because she hasn't had it this bad before. Only time will tell. I still can't believe it is really real.
I love you Maddie Sue!
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