Sunday, August 1, 2010

Having.Major.Panic.Attack.

Matthew is starting school in just a few short weeks. Make it stop, make it stop. I have been non stop crying at the most random of times today and it is really freaking me out that I have to send him.

REALLY contemplating sending him this year, or having him start next. Everyone I talk to says they were more than happy to send their kids and were relieved to finally have them start going. Not me. Why? I want him to be my baby FOREVER. I just don't want him to grow up anymore. I feel like I will have lost a huge part of him going to school. Is that silly?

2 comments:

Jeanna said...

silly - yes, normal - defintely yes. I'm so weirded out by it. How can they possibly be this old already? Wasn't it just yesterday we were sharing birth stories. Don't know how I'm going to make it through his preschool graduation ceremony.

Unknown said...

I feel the same way. I have so much anxiety over him being gone all day long. :o(