Talk about needing a break!

I know, some might go what? But by Friday, I am fried. Literally. I am so exhausted mentally from being home with both kids. I know there are some moms reading this that can surely relate. I had the worst night tonight. Talk about just being on the verge. I couldn't wait for Mike to get home from work so I could leave the house. I just needed to get out, and clear my head. It helped a ton. Of course, by the time I got to the store to do some shopping, I felt instantly guilty for leaving, and wanted nothing more than to be home with my family. Funny how that does that to you.

I even joked with Mike as I was leaving to take a mental picture of what I was wearing in case I didn't return. I know that isn't funny, but I was really just on.the.edge. I don't know how moms of more than 2 can do it, especially since I have such a hard time sometimes with the two. Katelynn has been eating nonstop since yesterday. It is never the same with her. I love that about her, but sometimes I am like...hold on! I can't keep up with you! She has quite the appetite all of a sudden and I have had to get more than one bottle or two from the freezer. I will probably have to do that tomorrow as well since she is mad at the amount she is getting from me. I have worked so hard today to help with the supply situation, but I was defeated. I hope to catch back up..but it isn't looking pretty if this is how it will continue. I foresee formula a lot sooner that I had hoped to have her on in her future, and that makes me very sad.

I found Matthew some little Valentine goodies tonight, along with Mike. I can't wait to give them to my guys..I love that Valentines Day is on a weekend this year. I can't wait.

Haven't yet decided what to do for my birthday this year. Originally I said not a whole lot since we are planning a vacation, and I want everyone to make sure that they have enough money put aside for that..but then I thought about it today and thought, "No way, dammit! I make sure I strive to make every one's birthday special, every year! Why shouldn't mine be any different?" Why does my family have to be off the hook from doing anything when it always seems we host every birthday here? That isn't fair. I don't want to look back at it and wonder what it was that we did as I seem to do so many birthdays of mine.

So..I think Mike is getting my something for my camera. He mentioned today that he was on the camera site looking at things to get. Yay! I am also going to get a new phone. Our contract is about to expire, (it's about time!) so we are going to finally leave Verizon, and I get to get a cool, techy new phone. Yay me! LOL! This time I told Mike he isn't allowed to get the same as me. He says, "We'll see."

Looking forward to a very nice weekend at home playing catch up. Brunch tomorrow, then hopefully we can play in the driveway. It has been much too long!