Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Well, this is it!

Tomorrow, classes begin again. I only go for one day, then have Fridays off, then start back up full time next Monday. How did this time go so fast? I am comforted knowing that even though I will be gone from 730-100, that I am going to be gone mostly while she is snoozing. I will be the one that will be with her during her lunch, her playtime, and her afternoon stuff. I just can't get over how fast this time home with her has gone. I know that once I start school, it will go even faster. I just love that I have been able to do it, and will appreciate all of the money we will have coming back in the house with my scholarships, and training benefits I worked so hard to get. Everything has been put on hold, so starting next week, all of the money will flow back in, and we can get credit cards and etc paid off again..and start saving for Disney!

I have so much to do today. I have to make sure my backpack is all ready to go..my scrubs are ready, and clean..Matthew's lunch and all of his things are set, and also get everything ready that my mom will need for Katelynn is all set. I slept in today to really appreciate sleeping with my baby. I don't see her sleeping in her crib anytime soon..at least not until she is really mobile..we love her here with us, and she loves sleeping with us just as much. So those morning snuggles will mean so much more to us.

More importantly, I am looking forward to finishing school, getting a great paying job, and providing security for our family so Mike can go fulfill a dream of his. He is now thinking that it will be him that does something big once I am done with school, and I would love for him to get that opportunity.

Not to say I won't have a pity party or two for myself tomorrow as I am in class thinking about her. I remember crying like a baby when I went back to work after having Matthew. I can't imagine tomorrow will be any different. At least it is just for a day. That is what I keep telling myself, anyways.

2 comments:

I Need A Drink! said...

Awww, H. I'm sorry. It is going to be so hard tomorrow, but so worth it! Sounds like a great plan you guys have! I just CAN'T get over how dang fast that flew by. How is she this big already?

You're going to do great, i'm so proud of you. We're here if you need anything. xo, k

Jeanna said...

YAY how exciting! You will do great