I can't believe today is my due date to have my baby, and she is already one week old. Too many things have happened to her little body in the past week, and I am just really looking forward to taking her home with us.
I am just really having a hard time with everything. I don't want to elaborate too much, but I am just really struggling with alot of things.
Having Matthew here has it's ups and downs. I missed him dearly, and love seeing him, but he just isn't doing well here. He wakes up at crazy hours, doesn't go to bed when he is supposed to..(even though we put him to bed a bit earlier than we do at home since it is taking him a long time to fall asleep) he doesn't listen at all to me, and I am not getting a single dose of rest. I am always in tears and it is too much.
I am thinking Mike might need to go back home and have it just be me here. I don't know what else to do. The house has many things to offer him, but it just doesn't seem to be working out right now.
I am going to go get ready for the day and just hope that it gets better. I am so, so tired and it isn't helping my moral at all having to constantly discipline him.
3 comments:
Sorry to hear Matthew is not doing well. I imagine its pretty tough for him to process all the changes and I bet its pretty scary for him too.
Hang in there, you guys will all be home soon.
Awwww, Heather. You have so much on your plate right now. So many emotions and things to think about, it was bound to pour out sometime. I hope it all resolves itself really soon!
Huge hugs, H. xoxox If you need to be at the hospital by yourself, than explain that to Mike. You have to put Katelynn and yourself first sometimes, and it sounds like this is one of those times. Hang in there. T.
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