And I am already breaking promises of posting more. I swear I will..I have been pretty tired the last week. Last weekend we ended up driving up the coast and did the whole wax works, Ripley's museum..and just bummed around the little coastal town, and it was so much fun. I think I try to do these things now when I can, and when I don't have a little baby to tote around, but it is really wearing me out too! Matthew had a blast..we went into this super cool kite shop there, and he was in heaven looking at all of the kites hanging from the ceiling. Mike fell in love with one or two himself..he is really looking forward to getting in some good kite flying time when we go back to the beach next month!
I have only 3 more days of work left! Well, I guess it is more like 3 and a half days..but WOW! I am sooooo nervous what is going to happen. I have a ton to do once my job ends, and I am starting to feel the pressure! I really want to go back to school, but I am not sure how it is all going to work being pregnant. I have really thought about things, and I will most likely go for a repeat c-section, so I am going to need and want the time to heal...let alone I want to bond with my baby for as long as I got to with Matthew..so part of me says to wait until after the baby is born and then grab the first sets of courses available..If I do the unemployment route..I risk alot more. I will have to go on tons of job interviews that the state will require I do in order to get my weekly check..how is that going to work when I am obviously pregnant? They are going to ask me what my goals are..and it is just going to be a waste of time for me to go on interviews since I know what I want to do..I want to be a medical assistant. I just need to go to school for it. So..lots of things to make decisions on.
Baby is moving a TON now. It is so weird how it can be all of a sudden, and then it is something that you are always thinking about, always feeling..etc. I am so excited! I have also been experiencing Braxton Hicks the last couple of days. I am stumped that I can feel those so strong too. I didn't feel those until my last month of pregnancy with Matthew. Maybe I didn't know what they were then..I am not sure, but it is so weird that they are so strong like this.
Not much planned for the weekend..Mike and I are going to go out for a few hours, and then maybe just stick around the house. I need a total relaxation day. We need to make sure that Matthew gets a good nap in. It seems like he refuses to nap on the weekends, and they getting him to stay asleep on Saturday and Sunday nights is hard. He will cry throughout the night and constantly wake up..I think it is just restlessness as he doesn't do this at all during the week with me..so I need to make sure he is well rested.
Okay..going to cut this off...I need to rest before Mike gets home.
nighty night!
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