I'm still here...

Just nothing new to report.
I haven't received a call from my mil yet to see if I am going to Portland tonight to help her get him or not, I am assuming not, since we wouldn't leave town till after 5pm and it takes us 2 hours to get there. I am hoping that she calls me this evening to let me know what happened when she picked him up, and what the "plan" is going to be.
The selfish part of me wants us to all pile into the car and head to the beach for the weekend for one last hurrah, but Mike says no..that his mom needs this time with him, and that we shouldn't push her to have a family get together that she may regret later that she didn't get some alone time with him. But I want some time with him too! I want to hug him and tell him how much he is loved, and how amazing he has been to us, and how wonderful he is, and how much his grandsons love him, etc..
It's been hard to focus the last couple of days at work, and it is really starting to sink in that this is the beginning of the end.
Will continue to fill in as I get more info.
H