This is his "being mommy" face. ***giggle***
)Matthew went back to daycare today, and of course he had a blast. He was so excited to see me when I went to get him. I missed him a ton! It was so nice to be able to have all of last week with him. It reminded me of the time I used to have with him when he was younger. I really miss that.
Work was pretty slammed today. I try not to let things get to me, and for the most part I did okay. I knew it was going to be slammed..hopefully tomorrow will be better.
It just feels like everything is slowly getting back to normal. The daily schedule is back, the list of chores to do is back. Sigh..I just miss all of that build up for Christmas. Tonight Matthew wanted to go find Christmas lights. Poor little guy. If it was up to him, Christmas would never end. I tried to explain to him that Christmas was over, and that lights would be hard to find. We managed to find a few houses still lit up. Even our own is still nicely lit. That will come down this weekend. Every day he still plugs in the tree, and tells me how much he loves his Christmas tree. It is going to be so hard on him to put everything away.
I can really tell that he is going to be sentimental when it comes to the holidays. I remember being 5 and waking up in the middle of the night when it was Christmastime, and I would go plug the tree in, and just stare at it in awe. It was so beautiful. I would stare and stare at it and wake up underneath it. I just really loved Christmas as a child, and would get teary when I would hear Christmas music then..and even more so now. I think I have passed it onto Matthew. He just loves the beauty of lights, and the sparkle that they have. I think mostly I love watching him now, and seeing things through him. He is such a beautiful baby.
How's that for a random post! LOL!
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