I should be ashamed of myself!

I cannot believe it has been exactly a month since I have blogged. A very dear friend of mine pointed out to me today that I needed to get cracking! I am so touched that I actually have a reader out there! Love you girl! Muah!

What are you all doing to get ready for the holidays? We have been ready for some time, and it seems like right now is the busy, busy part of it all..the things you love, and the things you hate!

Tomorrow, my older sister will come up on the train from out of town..should be nice. I am trying to not have this drip with sarcasm, I swear! I don't know what it is about the holidays..everyone wants to be around family, and everyone secretly wants to go hide from their family in a closet, and light a ciggy like me..Oops! Did I say that? What is it about the holidays that makes things so stressful? Everyone just wants to be around and with each other, but there are always these expectations of everything being perfect, and just so..and then you get overwhelmed and disappointed when they don't go that way and you are left feeling empty inside. So I am vowing to spend my next 2 weekends drunk. LOL! Not really..but there will be lots of spirits flowing here and there, and I want to be merry..hopefully next year I will be pregnant and in expectant mom mode, and just want to let loose.

So tomorrow, we pick up sister from the train depot, bring her home here for a little while, try to not kill each other in the car ride home until my mom gets here, and then Saturday is when my holiday meals start to kick in to over drive...we will have our Christmas dinner with her, ham, cheesy potatoes and other fixings, next Saturday, we have our Christmas with Mike's sister and will probably get take out..then there is Christmas Eve..we haven't decided yet if we want to go fancy and do salmon, or do salmon for Christmas dinner, and just do lasagna and finger foods...yes..my holidays consist of food. Good food too..I starve myself all week long for the good stuff. I have been sooooo ravenous the last couple of days, my metabolism has kicked in to overdrive thinking about all of the things I need to do and cook, and well...EAT! LMAO!