And I haven't studied yet! GAAAAH!!! I am a stress case! I am relaxing for a bit, and then I am going to hit the books. Mostly, it is just symbols I have to memorize, so I am not thinking it is going to be an all-nighter..at least I hope not!
Stayed up a bit late last night. Got a late start getting those last minute things ready for school, then had to feed baby, and by the time I hit the hay, it was 12:03. Kate woke me up at 4am to eat, and then before I knew it, my alarm clock went off. I must have thought it would be okay to lay in bed for just a few minutes, as before I knew it, I looked at the clock again, and it said 6:48. OMG! I about panicked. I got ready in record time..good thing I took a shower right before bed, and I still had to feed baby before I left. Well, it was more or less a dream feed for her, and I had to keep nudging her to wake up to eat.
She has been practically waiting for me to get home before she eats again, but sometimes not. That is okay as it is a long time to go for her, but kinda cute that she wants to wait for me..tonight was a big struggle for us though. Matthew was so wild and nuts that she couldn't concentrate on eating and just didn't want to nurse. I was getting frustrated, as was she, and dangit if I didn't have to pull a bottle out of the freezer. I hate doing that! I want to just solely nurse, but sometimes she just flat out refuses to do so. And I won't make her starve. I won't even go there. It is so weird that she wants nothing but nursing sometimes, but absolutely refuses it the other times. I was hoping that I could possibly stop pumping soon. I have been pumping as soon as I get home from school (if she has already ate) and then about 5 more times afterwards, but I didn't want to pump today. I pumped twice, and thought I could just get away with bfeeding, but then she threw that fit, so here we go again. Oh well. She's the boss!
Ok..gonna go study now!
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