I can't wait for Christmas to get here. I just wish at the same time that things could happen a little bit more in slow motion. I dread that my time being home is nearing to an end and I try to not think about it much, but it is always on the back of my mind. I am incredibly lucky to have been able to stay home away from work and school to be with my baby, but I just am going to be so sad when it comes to an end. I have just about 6 weeks left, and we all know how fast time flies. There is no way I can take another term off as we are only allowed 2 medical excuses and I have used my 2. I do need to go back though. I need for our money to start coming in again. I am eternally grateful to Mike for allowing me the chance to be a sahm for this time I have had. I really admire him for taking over the work load and taking care of all of the bills so that Katelynn could have her mommy 24/7.
I cannot say enough how much I am in love with her and my son. I just am so lucky to be a mother. My heart continues to swell with love and emotion each and every day that I am here.
I look back to Katelynn's birth and it was such an emotional time in our lives and I have already forgot quite a bit of it. I am lucky to have the blog so that I can go back and read again if I want to about her journey here and everything that has come out of it.
As she turns 3 months old on Monday of next week, I look back at all of her trying times, all of her milestones, all of her triumphs and I beam with love for her. Secretly I want to just stop the clock though. I want to stop everything and just hold her forever and ever. I made a vow that since she was going to be our last that I was going to hold her as much as I could, for as long as I could, and I continue to do so everyday. I am so happy for her to see how much she is loved by everyone in our family, including some very special friends who have supported us along the way.
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