I'll never be super mom.

I don't know how people are able to do it, having more than one child. I am purely exhausted this evening. Plain and simple..I'm spent.

I was up so late with Kate last night..she did her usual I wanna cuddle, and use you as a pacifier..don't put me in my bed, I will stay awake if you do..and that is so wearing on me. I really need my own space in my bed. I love her between us in her little bed, but she really likes the crook of my arm the best, and after a few hours of that, I can't do it. I feel like I am still lacking of sleep from last week.

Getting Matthew to bed is so hard. I am beginning to really dred it. He just takes so long to get to bed, and I have started his night time routine earlier because of all of the dilly dalliness he does, and it still takes a long time. I think soon I will have to start getting him to bed as soon as he gets home from school each evening. Maybe then he will be asleep by 730 or 8 at the latest, instead of the 10:15he pulled on me this evening. The problem is that if we go past 9pm from him doing all of his last minute things, he is then going to be bound and determined to wait up the extra hour for Mike to get here, and I can't have him doing that.

I go and sit on the sofa to relax from that, and then it is Kate's turn. She had a colicky period this evening that she has never had before. It took forever to get her settled down.
Now I am going to crash on the sofa until my husband pokes at me to go to bed later this evening.
Night night.