Right now I have Matthew's whole bedroom dismantled and in the living room and Mike is on a ladder painting his bedroom. Where in the world is my son going to sleep tonight? LOL! I always do these things and do them up big. We don't even have his bigger bed yet..but something told me it MUST be painted today, and started after 3pm. Insane!
Tomorrow is Mother's Day and I cannot help but feel depressed about it. See, the thing is I have never felt good about this holiday. Even before I was a mom myself. I feel like whatever I try to do won't be good enough and that there is too much emphasis on having to have the perfect gift, or spend the perfect amount of time with each of the moms. I am a mom too now! I want to wake up and have a nice breakfast with my guys..I want to be able to go visit each mom individually and have whatever we got them be just perfect, and have everyone be happy. It won't be that way..but I can dream!
I am not even sure Mike thought of doing anything for myself tomorrow..if he did, that is cool, if he didn't, that is fine as well. He is more or less just wanting to make sure I am happy and relaxed. That is all I need. I told him that we could hold off on doing anything until we find out on Thursday next week what it is we are having and then we can just buy something special for the new baby. Sounds good to me!
Okay, off to finish this crazy disaster I have started. I guess Matthew is going to bunk with us tonight as there will be no way that his room will be aired out in time.
Wish me luck!
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